5/22 I Been Dressing

Incredibly unsatisfied with what I’ve done lately

`There was a time when I didn’t feel the need but now I need it and I need it badly

Have you ever seen a canyon?

I’ve never seen a canyon

But the pictures on Google tell me that must’ve been one big river 

I’ve been fucking dressing though

5/31

I haven’t spoken with my father for about a month and I don’t really plan on it.

He’s been intent on dying for the longest now and I think he thinks he found an opportunity.